Seanan McGuire (seanan_mcguire) wrote,
Seanan McGuire
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Okay; cards on the table time.

I'm tired.

I don't mean "Seanan needs a nap." I mean "crying at the slightest provocation, reciting primes to keep myself motivated to finish taking a shower, ready to curl up in a ball and die." So please. I am begging you here. I mean literally, I'm begging. Please...

...don't email me and then get angry when you don't get an instantaneous reply.

...don't ask why you can't have the next book NOW RIGHT NOW. I mean, unless your goal is seeing me cry. In that case, knock yourself out.

...don't tell me I'm neglecting my friends/social life/sanity when I don't come to your party. You know what? I know I'm neglecting those things. You know what else? I don't have a choice right now. I'm sorry. I wish I did. But I don't.

I am out of go. My candle is burning at both ends, and starting to melt in the middle. So handle me gently, do not prod me with sticks, and do not tell me I need to "take time for me." If the time existed, I would take it. It doesn't exist for me to take.

I'm tired.

In the interests of not turning a PSA into another source of stress, I will not be answering comments on this entry. Thank you for understanding.
Tags: caffeine crisis, freaking out, shameless plea, things go boom, utterly exhausted
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I will see if my friend Spell Binder can arrange things so that instead of you being out of "go", you will only be out of "goo". While it might be mildly distressing to be out of goo, it would certainly be an improvement over the current situation. And it would only take a single extra letter. (Submits application)

Yu knw, I've always wndered if there is a dwnside t such wishes. And where des he get thse extra letters frm anyway? I bet he steals them frm ther peple. Yu might think that the peple wuld ntice, but apparently nt.

Anyway - I hpe yur day becmes, if nt a gd ne, at least a smewhat better ne.