FEED spoiler party!

I had to put the book down when Buffy died. ("I don't like this book any more," I told my fiance, putting the book down. Five minutes later, I picked the book back up.) Some of that was because I was crying so hard.

And then? I spent the whole climax muttering, "No, no, no, Seanan, don't do this to me, don't do this to me, please, oh God, oh, no," etc, tears pouring down my cheeks, and I cried harder than I've ever cried over a literary death in my 30 years of reading fiction. Hard enough that my fiance made me spoil him because I was scaring him so bad. I HATE THIS SERIES WHEN IS THE NEXT ONE COMING OUT.

I bought an electronic copy so I can put it on my ebook reader and take it with me everywhere. I have had the same book as my favorite book for ten years or so - give me one more reading and I think Seanan may displace Stephen King at the top. (94% of the population dying is pretty terrible. It's worse when they drop dead and then EAT YOUR FACE. Just saying.)